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Monday, July 27, 2009 { 7:10 AM }

I was not feeling rather well since friday. However, i still insist in gg to school today.
most of my classmates were all absent. I somehow wonder why.
but yeah , whatever , i continued my day very well indeed.
After school , although i had no remedials every monday ,
i followed Mel for maths extra lesson(;
Good friends will be on each others side ! ^^
i had a super great time with Mel , we laugh our ass out loud with Ms Ng can ?
we taught her malay words like " mampos , duduk , diam ! "
words that she could scold her students -.-"
i stayed in school until 6nish.
oh yeah, thanks to the weather , my flu is getting worse than evaaa !
bloody hell.
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I THOUGHT OF GOING TO LIVERPOOL'S MATCH VS SINGAPORE,
WEARING MANCHESTER UNITED'S JERSEY.
LOL ! ;D
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i cant hide it anymore. it hurts.
come on , i can do it !
everything will be alright.
im feeling down here & there , but you aint there with me.
infact ...

Labels: to be continued.

Sunday, July 26, 2009 { 4:45 AM }

geeek ;D

Currently having fever & flu );
Since i think i need a break from all the school stress , soooo.
i had fun partay-ing at dowa's homey the other night.
we bake 2 brownies on our own adding M&m & oreo;s, Yummy.
We had karaoke;s & movie marathons.
I ended up reaching home super duper late.
i guess , that is why im feeling sick right now =P
Thanks girlfriends for the fun girls night in(;
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School ? as per normal. everything is always & forever the same.
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hey people, sorry eh never reply your texts, yes yes prepaid low ! -.-"
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youuuu, i dont know if it even effect you luh.
i dont know if you even care luh.
but i swear , imy.

Labels: endlesslove.

Sunday, July 19, 2009 { 7:37 AM }

Since i've promised myself not to slacked on sunday , so i didnt !
i went to the library at 5 with adiy & atika .
i finnished my Eng , Geo & Ss assignments. phewwww.
and at about 7nish pm , Apul & jo joined us.
its been long since we all get to hang out a lil while ?(;
we hang out for a lil while behind the civic centre & went on separate ways after.
I took the bus with Jo. cheer up lil boy ! ;D
After that , i thought i needed a break , and so i followed my sista to the cyber place.
and now im here , Updating ! ^^
youuuuu ! probably youre unable to show that you meant yr words
but maybe you will soon.
but you know i love you like fcuk too right ? ^^
darn , i love the way things are right now.
except for the fact that we're unable to go meet up for some hang outs ?
heh . I'll promise you that you'll turn red all over. *winkkk !
p.s : are you tired ? cos you've been running thru my mind lately.

Labels: weekend.

Saturday, July 18, 2009 { 5:14 AM }

I slacked for the whole saturday & i know i have to kick my ass on sunday.
i have geo , chem , maths , eng & physics assignments !
Daaaamn.
i'll go library tommrw for sureeeee ! ^^

{ 4:43 AM }

heyyy ! ^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY ~
hope you'll have a great dayyy & lead a better future ahead(;
cheer up ayeee ? postive positive.
there are more poeple that could treat you better , for real.
so push your problems aside & have a great day tommorow kayyy ? ;D
~Chupachups[;

Labels: Rin.

{ 4:15 AM }

Some study , some reading newspapers , some SLEEP -.-"
and me ? i snapped pictures ! heh ! ^^
chill luh , i cant be facing those books & papers every minutes ? (;

Labels: free periods.

Thursday, July 16, 2009 { 6:53 AM }

Life is complicated in almost evrything. Family ? Studies ? School ? Friends ? yeah , friends. infact , friends are the ones we most spent time with in our everyday life. Agree ? well that is in my point of view ? for now , maybe because im at school more than i am at home.

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Friends , they talk to you , they walk & go as how they want to , they wave hi's & bye's and they just smiled and walk off.

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Close friends , they sat beside you , they talked , they listen , they make you laugh & walk off.

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Bestfriends , they spend most of the time with you , they listen & shared theirs too.
They understand & respect you. They face ups & downs with you.
They will not talk behind you , instead they'll just tell you straight.

They are willing to suffer along with you , they will tell you whats right & wrong.
TOO MANY TO DESCRIBE A TRUE FRIEND.
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i have once had two of them.
One of them are now with her own group of friends.
well , i am shocked to know from most of your friends that you dump them.
the same way that you dump me.
im not mad at all , but i am pretty much dissapointed.
meeting up with you yesterday was like errrr , akward ?
And oh , you shoudnt have said that you missed me ,
when i pretty much know that you dont.
enough , those words are supposed to be meaningful alright ?
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I have another one.
she's now probably doing good with the job i recommended her.
i've promised her to be there whenever she needs me.
and yes , i did my part.
i somehow still treasure her as my bestest girlfriend.
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Perhaps not only friends, but to anyone that loves you.
they'll just be there in times in need & not. they'll just basically be THERE.
without you asking ? without you even realising that they are actually there for you.

they are just a phone call away ?
love that someone , make promises , fulfill them.
dont let it as the promises of darkness.
dont wait till the last minute that they are about to slipped away ,
then you'll realised how empty life is without them.
~

Labels: treasure.

{ 6:24 AM }

I shall not complain. but anyway , i know i did complained alot of times though ? Cant help it. Infact , i complained whenever im walking back up & down from level 1 to 4 , i complained whenever im going for the next lesson , i again complained whenever i was given a pile of assignments & again when i was told to revised for upcoming test -.-" . Yeah , its not that im lazy or something you knowwww ! I did go for all my remedial classes. Yes , as what most of the teachers told me , "please treat evergreen as your second home whereby we are your second parents ? , except for the fact that we nagged more than your parents did." I agree. i spent almost 11 hours for each day in school. except for monday & friday ? almost everyday , after ending my remedials @ 6 , i went straight home and freshen up myself. after that i went straight to the national regional library for self revision until 11nish pm. yes , perhaps i didnt have a good rest. But well , i just thought i need to suffer man ! . And oh , maths remedial was pretty awesome today. I actually completed the worksheet can ? somehow, maths could just be at your finger tips when you know the formulars well enough. Social studies test was like errrrrr. English lesson was cute, since Ms Mazlinda asked the class to read two oral passage together with the whole class. And oh , i've now learned how to use my free periods properly ! i shouldnt be sleeping or slacking around while other students are having Dnt & Art right ? so yeah , i studies for 1hr 30mins & sleep for 15mins(;
"mama told me that we must rest our eyes for atleast 5 mins before a lesson"

Labels: school is a big torture.

Monday, July 13, 2009 { 12:42 AM }

I am : Pissed.

I am : Pressured.

I am : sleepy.

Daaaamn ! Whats with all the computers ? -.-"
Yes , Dpa is like the best solutions for all those olevel students ,

thats is currently not having any confidence of achieving super good grades.

and sadly , im one of them.

Basically , Dpa is like some easy way for you to get a position in the school you've chosen.

No offence , but i seriously think its that way.

However , i have finally signed up for Dpa & currently waiting for the results.

I went through a lot of hard times can ?

I borrowed my friend's lappy just to browse through the courses & it shuts down.

BATTERY LOW -.-"

so at 11.15pm , i went to the cyber place at north plaza to sign up.

However , error -.-"

I went home at 12.05 midnight.

The next day in school . i asked Mr Louis Chin for help.

& he did !(;

Using his lappy , i signed up.

1st : Ngee An.

2nd : Ngee An.

3rd : Sp.

DONE ! ^^

and oh , Mt olevel was awesome !

i lied too much at that point of time !
& oh , i cant wait for the results !(;

currently : in school(;

Saturday, July 4, 2009 { 6:25 AM }

i had a talked with my parents that night.
their words had just touched my heart.
they told me that they can now only rely on me.
not my sister & not my brother.
both of them have simply leave their educations.
my parents had spend thousands of dollars on my sister,
however she decided to quit -.-"
mum & dad told me that they chose no to nagged at me or anything ,
cause they thought it would only add on to my pressure.
they say that they believe that i would give my very best.
i somehow cried , and feel more pressured.
after knowing that they have high expectations in me,
i fell sick again cause i over pressured myself.
they keep reminding me that they do not expect anything more than a pass.
they only wanted me to continue studying without any quits like my siblings.
however, i am still pressured by the situation that i am the only one they rely to.
i need to be , give & do my very best.
i have made this as a challenge to myself.
i did not want to FAIL or even LOSE.
good luck ! ^^
& i cant do this on my own.

To you , i know you will be fine without me around.
study hard alright ?(:

Labels: expectations.

{ 5:45 AM }

Less than four months perhaps, i'll be sitting for my major exams.
Things have not been the way it used to.
Yes, i admit, i've not been kicking my ass that much for the past few months.
I am now giving my best .
Doing all the things i think is right for myself ?
I did not joined my class for physics remedial with Mr Tan Kk.
but instead i have my own private lessons with Mr Tseng(;
i will now be kicking my ass real hard , especially every thursday.
Damn , i have three remedials straight after school can ? until 6pm ):
yes , probably people might think its too late to start kicking arse now.
but not for me . Im lucky that i've already realised how fast time really flows.
i tried my very best to dragged my friends along to suffer with me.
however, it all depends on the person itself right ?
i've done my part as a friend(;
it was a big shocked for me that most of my subject teachers are all changed.
and im sorry to say , i am not used to how Mr Tan KK's explains.
its all a blur.
alright , whatever it is , i still have to ACE my subjects.
and goodluck eh , Mt olevel oral starts next week onwards.
And mine is on the 10th July ! ^^

~ Farewell Mr Ratesh ! I super love his cute lil jokes ^^ ~
youre my best english teacher(;

Labels: ACE.